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Theodicy

by Burn Idols

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D.A.M. Beautiful songs of harrowing despair and sleepless nights. Love the photography too. Favorite track: Anchored in Pain, Dead to the World.
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"May 1373 I wished that sickness to be so severe that it might seem mortal, whilst I myself should think that I was dying, and everyone who saw me would think the same; for I wanted no comfort from any human, earthly life in that sickness. I wanted to have every kind of pain, bodily and spiritual, which I should have if I had died, every fear and temptation from devils, and every other kind of pain except the departure of the spirit. I intended this because I wanted to be purged by God’s mercy, and afterwards live more to his glory because of that sickness; because I hoped that this would be to my reward when I should die, because I desired soon to be with my God and my Creator." - Julian of Norwich, A Book of Showings
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Defeated. Defeating. Heroism is a myth; we are all to blame for what will come and what has passed defenders of freedom/ killers, rapists and I, the common man feed into this evil, suffer through their lies butchers let to live another day in man’s disguise Go on donning white, but our luxuries paint the sky black we all stand by as burning tears coat the earth we all watch on as we exterminate all that we are worth our children’s cancer, brought by insatiable greed there’s an answer to these problems, but its assumed too far out of reach give up this life of excess; give up but what you need if there is a sin, it is the birth of another child if there is a good, it is lost if there are happy endings, we deserve them last and if we want any change we will learn from our past, or this world will burn and descend into madness.
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how long until we reject the very notion that lapdogs of capital, guardians of greed, are capable of reasoning? something changes within a mind when it’s given power over another. “this isn’t real; it’s fucking slavery,” she said as I looked into her eyes. all they want is to tell her it will be okay all they want is to lie to calm before they take everything that remains. never could I feel nothing as I destroy all I feel
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we’re chosen, a chosen few conversation boiled down to interviews mistrust, division of life creates environment for subservient minds full of plugged in love, false images of life to undo this progress, we’re running out of time we have forgotten what love truly is bleeding out, bleeding out autonomy is forever out of reach if we continue to alienate our sisters, our brothers.. solidarity, growing for the betterment of ourselves and others. we must relearn to love all life or we will have nothing except tract housing, strip malls, and suicides unrest rising, and I’m feeling like there’s nothing alone for days and I’m tired of dark circles underneath my eyes. we’re done with it all.
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From Finity 03:17
i have seen the red in it’s eyes i have tasted the blood on it’s lips unrelenting socializing followed to the death cut the tumor, rend off it’s head peel away at the white paint until all that is left is the truth: we are fodder, fattened and sickly raised to feed the beast, bred to fill the role never to get up off our knees; our every thought is controlled we’re nothing but slaves and we are promised all our lives the final step: ascension
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falling, falling civilization means nothing when the environment’s death is imminent falling in circles where buildings crumble, trees will grow fight back against kings and tyrants make vengeance swift on those who’ve scorched the earth ours is the new dawn look past the fire, forget their hate as the sapling rises from the aftermath of a forest fire we shall begin anew rage, coward, rage.
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no matter what I say, only I will truly listen if i take your hand and spill out my confession your translation: a hundred miles away the first of its kind, my individual mind, will end with me will rot into the earth in 60 something years but these finite cells, these fallible organs, that make up my body bare striking similarities to those who surround me bleed through across our plane, showing we’re the same in superficial ways we all hold a common, a prisoner in our personal hells this hell keeps me numb and blind to the ones that i love so please understand when i say i can never begin to understand you i just know you’ll try your best and when it’s time for us to part life goes on for the rest “It is of course imagination on my part if I now maintain that at the time I already felt that something had come into my life, mine and none other, that I alone would have to bear with me henceforth, for ever and ever. I see myself lying in my little cot, not sleeping, somehow vaguely foreseeing that that was how life would be: full of special things that are intended for one person only and cannot be put into words; what is certain is that, little by little, a sad and weighty pride uprose within me. I pictured what it would be like to go through life filled with inner experience, in silence. I felt a passionate sympathy for adults; I admired them, and resolved to tell them so.” -p 62, The Notebooks of Malte Laurids Brigge

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released January 12, 2012

Recorded, Mixed, Mastered by Max Senna in Emeryville in December, 2011. maxsenna.com

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